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feeling like a loser...ocd?

i am 20 now and in a big big problem n i can't find any way out of this.as far as i remember since childhood i had ocd but i considered this as a habit of touching things again n again to satisfy myself because something used to tell if i don't do this smthng bad will happen with my family n this used to happen numerous times in a day, n my parents had always had their own problems so i could never tell them abt this moreover i didn't know how to tell them. so gradually i learnt to live with it..it used to irritate me a lot but i couldn't tell anybody... now i am a 2nd year law student but this time when i went back after summer break to clg everythng got messed up.. like i had planned what all should i do when i reach there which due to people couldn't be realised i.e my schedule got broke n slowly i lost interest in each thng of life , sleepless nights n days ,negative thnking to an extent of seeing myself dying n end of my family , could not take decision.. so i was brought back to home and doctor here diagnosed me with ocd for the frst time in last month i took medication for 2 weeks n later my parents had stopped it because firstly they thnk i m okay now n there is no such problem with me when i know the reality they all say its over now jst do normal thngs.. but when i read abt it on internet i could match my symptoms with ocd n ocpd because i had made so rigid rules n regulations n i remember when i was in college i use to do listing n perfectionism n everythng else..now they are jst telling me that i m not co operating with them n i should tell them that i want to join my clg again or not..where as me m so scared even to think about it , though i understand that i am 20 so i will have to do smthng.. i am so confused what to do as well as constant thinking is killing me n taking me nowhere ..previously i was the most loved one in my house but now relationships with my family is also changing because i say things which i shouldn't ..is there any way out...i have 7 more days to decide if i should go there... pls help i feel like a loser now... i jst don't know if i go there how will i manage.. all i could decide is i don't want to do anythng but then it comes to my mind how long can i not do anythng..

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1. Read some good positive thinking books which will engage ur mind and u wont get any negative thoughts. I feel u can join some social activity or NGO where people work for poor children or blind/ handicapped people. by doing this , U may get realised of what god has gifted u, and what these people are lacking, but they still have d urge to live the life to the fullest. I think, right now u r too much concentrating on yourself with excessive unwanted thinking. Hope, u get out of this soon and start ur career with a passion to succeed.
2. Watch these vedio and practice and see the result: http://www.divyayoga.com/yoga-a-pranayam-videos.html only one day practice you feel relaxed and confident.