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Quick! How to get through my Middle school problems?

So i know this may be a little long but i really need help. So im in 7th grade this year. last year i got type 1 diabetes. then i fell in love (again) with a guy. we will call him D. So i have never had a boyfriend or a first kiss. i dont want to rush but i want love so badly! anyway, i really liked D. everyone thought he was wierd but i didnt. he moved and i came over a lot caus his sis (E) is one of my bffs. well, he told me he really did like me, and we all thought he was gonna brake up with his new gf for me. later i find out he told my other bff (S)(thats also friends with them) that i was "obsessed with him and had no chance". since then ive been trying to get over him. i almost am, but whenever my friends prank call him i fall in love. between the beginng of 6th grade to no (seventh grade) ive gotten an insulin pump, deppression, low vitamin d, possible thyroid issues, and something im not gonna say. my bff s forgot i had depression so i had to tell her again. she told me she has an eating disorder and i told her i tried one. so now in middle school, i thought there being so man guys id find someone new. well, i did. i knew him from elementary school and we are friends. we are in the same team at PE. i really like him and thought id have a chance. but today y friend told me he had a gf, and didnt think about the fact that im upset. she gets bored when i talk about my problems. not a single guy likes me and all my friends are supprised and say wow ur preetier than me how have u never dated anyone. when i think someone likes me my bff s says that that person is naturaly flirty and says he actually likes her, then she continues to name the list of guys that are obsessed with her (its long). idk what to do. i just feel like their isnt anything to hold on. btw my dad died like half a year ago. the last time i talked to him we were fighting for the first time. bff s an i were fighting. i got over her not being supportive and she was sorry. but i still feel like i could use a hug, and she has been edgy lately. my family is dealing with my sis being pregnant so none of them pay attention to me. i would get a counseler but half my family are phycologysts and it would make it awkward for them to talk to me if i asked for counsling with some person. also when they diagnose me with depression (im positive i have it) they would get it more than most parents so they wouldnt give me the attention i need just awkward are you okeys. so..... what can i do? ill answer whatever questions you have. i guess i didnt really say my bff s reallyy is a good friend. ive known her my whole life and she is just socially awkward when it comes to a fight or when im sad. she tries to understand but it makes her think of her problems then boys then the ones who like her and she doesnt get that it annoys me. and as far as focusing on grades, im in advanced classes and i get good grades so i finish quick caus its easy, so there isnt much to focus on, when i already know and get everything.

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1. Sounds like your bff is not a bff. Also I would say you have been dealt some bad hands but suck it up and move on. Trust me, you would be surprised how much will change from middle to high school and then after graduation. Don't get depressed about school or school drama. Don't be so quick to try to find love. You can't force it. Worry about learning first. Getting an education is the most important thing for you right now. B.S. school drama isn't worth it.