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MY 9 yr old SON HAS BEEN WATCHING SEX VIDEOS!!?

I'm a single 32 yr old mother of 2; a 9 yr old boy & 1 yr old girl. I have a home desk top computer that I bought in spring 2008 basically for my business & personal use. I never thought my household would become victim on online sexual exposure 'so soon not that I want it to happen.' I admit playing R&B Joe's music outrageously crazy during chores, cooking, just because etc. with & without my son being home. A few months ago I had a problem with one of my brothers who used my computer to watch porn when my son & I share our desk top. He said that it's for educational purposes and was on it for like 10 hours. I never knew about what he did until I went into my computer cookies folder either that same night or the next day to find something before stumbling upon 190 porn sites. I contacted him, he confessed to it and paid to get the viruses & sites removed with protection added. When found out about the porn it raised a huge red flag with fear that pop ups would appear before my son. Just today 1/28/2011 I received a call from my son's day treatment program about his inappropriate behavior on a female peer that shares transportation with him from the day before. In a 2 hr conversation with him he confessed to how he had sexually caroused, rubbed, caressed, touched & had his hands in her pants. He kissed her on the lips couple times, hit her behind, kissed her butt while (on the van). YES THIS IS WHAT HE CONFESSED TO ME!! As 2 of 4 people on the van this is what was happening and the program told me that now he has to switch routes & to a daytime schedule again. In our conversation (because I feel that he needs a good whipping) don't you know that HE TOLD ALL??!!! I mean detailed EVERYTHING about what goes on in the bed with a male/ female, how he's been on Youtube watching sex videos when I leave out the room to take care of home, cook etc and upon my arrival he'll hurry to exit the video and act like he was 'really' playing kid games. He was talking as if it was two grown ups. I couldn't believe my ears. In pain internally my heart/ mind was in shock, numb, I was angry, you name it but I didn't let him see it!! He was very open and when asked what he saw in the videos (here's his exact words) "I see a man & lady in bed humping on each other, kissing, touching inappropriately in different places." I was literally floored!!!! He claims that its all because he wants a girlfriend bc of loneliness but he has me & his sister. As a mother/ parent I had to re-explain in child language what a girl/ boyfriend was (but not the way grown ups look at it). I explained that I have boy & girlfriends, you know, male/ females who are my friends but I don't go kissing on them. I just found all of this out today. I didn't know any of this. As its just the three of us in the home, my son has only seen ONE man come into my home sharing my bed with me and that is my daughter's father. (Well before I became impregnated by him) but never the less, I never had him over when my son was awake, I'd always wait until his 8:00 bed time before he come by and by then he's already asleep. I keep my bedroom door shut at all times and teach my son to NEVER open a closed door, always knock first. Like one morning when my boo & I were sleep nude (as a light sleeper) I heard my son bout to open the door so I immediately covered him and yelled to my son "you better not open this door." I threw a robe on to see what he wanted. We've never displayed sexual behavior around him (it's always in the bedroom). And I'm the type of person whose private anyways, I hate & do not like ANYONE in the house with me & my bedroom partner anyways, it makes me nervous to where I can't fully indulge in my adult activities. With fear as much as we love to f**k doggystyle & have oral sex etc I worried that he'll walk in on us seeing my a** in the air and my mouth down south. Omg, that's why I try to empty my house. In the past when he'd come over I would get my sister who lives around the corner from me to keep him for the night. And if she can't I'd make sure he in bed sleep before the arrival. Thank heaven for early school hours whereas boo can sleep in while I get my son out for school and that leaves us to be alone. I'm going to password my computer and buy a doorknob with a lock. I don't know what to do. SHOULD HE BE ALLOWED ON THE COMPUTER AT ALL? I feel only when I'm present & if I'm not he'll have to wait in his room til I return. He did apologize but still... he knows what goes on. WHAT SHOULD I DO? PLEASE HELP! >( Thanks. **NO his dad has never been in his life. CAN I SUE YOUTUBE?? PAY ATTENTION, READ!! NO HE DID NOT SEE US HAVING SEX!! He almost opened my door while my partner & I were asleep.

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1. im sorry im incredibly sorry madam -.- your son has genuinely been watching to much P***n he seems sexually frustrated whats shocking is that hes 9! id understand if he was 15 or so...but 9 >.<! thats actually incredibly shocking.. i can understand though does he have a father figure?what he needs is stablisation i think you need to spend more time with him so you say he witnessed you having sex with a man???oh my goodness >.< i dont know what to say..T^T try buying a lock for your bedroom and stuff... good luck >.<
2. Use parental controls on the computer and randomly check up on him while he uses the computer. Also, check his browsing history. If it gets extreme only allow him to use the computer while you watch him. You also should have a mature, calm talk with him about the stuff he's seen and sex. Not only what goes on, but what behavior is appropriate and what isn't. If he keeps acting sexual with him peers like he has then you may need to take him to see a professional counselor. I know it seems shocking because he's so young, but it seems like younger children are being exposed to more things today and becoming more "advanced" in adult matters. Best of luck.
3. i dont know what to say.. try buying a lock for your bedroom and stuff
4. ok well the damage has already been done ..what you need to do is supervise his computer time fro only a short period of time i.e a month or so until your certain its out of his system.but first you should talk to him about what he has seen remember although his talking like a adult he is only a nine year old child ..if you show shock and disgust you might make the experience more traumatic..what you should show him is love and understanding i.e. your conversation with him should go something like this '' i understand that what you have seen maybe confusing but ...these things shouldnt be copied by you... (remember tell him how much he means to you)....because you might hurt other people and hurting other people is wrong'' hope ive helped and GOODLUCK
5. I barely knew how to use a computer when i was 9! Encourage him to start a sport or instrument just to get out more! Try to have a discussion with him about respect for women and understand that a 'relationship' is not 'sex' .. as i understand that you tried not to do. Put a password lock on the internet and only allow him on the net when you're with him... but don't introduce this change as 'punishment'.. just make it seem like a simple change to the way the internet works. Wow, i feel sorry for you, goodluck!
6. i would understand if he was like 14 or something but 9!!!??? WHOOAAA first of all, get a laptop and get rid of the computer. OR on the computer, have your own account set up which will need your pawssword so he cant go on it without checking with you. and there is a rogram (free-if not very cheap) which lets you see what your kids have been doing while on the computer. punish him (not too badly) and tell him why he shouldnt do it. then never speak of it again. its in the past. do not let him use the computer for anything but homework for a while! good luck <3 try mine?> PLEASE!# http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AvrBPaKqdP2Z6EvG6q51nBwJ53NG;_ylv=3?qid=20110129053731AAV61dp